I just ask you...

I don’t ask of you for much,
I just need your passionate loving,
Can you give me some of your trusting?
I don’t think there is more I'll be needing.

I don’t ask you to take for me a bullet,
I don't ask you to cross any humanly limits,
I don’t ask you of much do I?
This of all things I won't be wanting.

I just ask of you for your candor,
Are you willing to pick me up when I fall?
I hope that you'll stand up for me,
I'm human all in all not at all a plastic doll.

Because I love you

WHERE ARE THE VOTES FOR BABE OF THE WEEK?

HELLO!!

Why is it that you haunt my dreams?
Is it because I'm still in love with you,
Or Remnants of love that once was?

Why is it I get angry about our broken love?
Is it because I'm still in love with you,
Or because I choose to hope?

Why is it that I can look at no-one else?
Is it because I'm still in love with you,
Or that I look for another you in everybody else?

Why is it that I cant go to sleep without thinking about you?
Is it because I'm still in love with you,
Or the memories of what was?

Why is it that every couple reminds me of us?
Is it because I'm still in love with you,
Or because I miss what we had?

Why does it kill, to picture you in another s arms?
Is it because I'm still in love with you,
Or because I know they wont treat you right?

Why do I stay up all night, thinking of what went wrong?
Is it because I'm still in love with you?
Or is it because I want to go back in time and make it right?

Why is it that I do not feel like waking?
Is it because I'm still in love with you,
Or because I feel as if you have taken my life and soul?

Why is it when I get my feelings back up they drop right back down?
Is it because I'm still in love with you,
Or because I cant see why?

Why is it that I feel so empty?
Is it because I'm still in love with you?
Or is it because I cant receive your love?

Why is it that I cant reason WHY?
Is it because I'm still in love with you?
Or because it was too small of a reason to end our love?

Why is it that I feel all this pain?
Is is because I'm still in love with you,
Or because I strive to hang on to our love?

Why is it that I write this poem?
It IS because I'm still in love with you,
And to tell you, No longer, will I just sit and wait...

My Child!

Time moved slowly
My breath was heavy
Sitting on the bench outside
Waiting, and waiting
The glowing red bulb
only added to my agony

With every shriek
with every cry
My heart bled
"Hope she's fine"
I prayed
"Yes. She is."
I reaffirmed.

The wait was over
A lady in white
pressed my shoulder
"Congratulations! It's a girl!"
Ah! The sweetness!
Those words chimed in my ear.

I ran inside
The relief, the happiness
the excitement of a little child
merging seamlessly
forming a heady concoction
of ecstasy.

There was the girl
I loved the most
and beside her
was the little angel
A piece of paradise
wrapped in white.

She was the most precious to me
I loved her now even more
Respected her even more
Worshiped her even more
Because she has become
A mother. A creator.

She lay calm
Peace, joy, relief
Wonder, jubilation, content
danced on her face
as she closed her eyes
to soak in the nectar.

I looked at the little angel
Felt the higher power around
"Gone on her father" I smiled
"The same sharp nose, and
the same small eyes"
The gentleman nodded proudly.

Hearing my voice
the girl opened her eyes
Those fulfilled eyes
"Papa" she whispered
There, she is my daughter
Ah! The sweetness engulfs me!

-Tara
27/01/09

Spreading my wings!!

i want to run
don't clip my wings
i want to skip,dance and sing
don't just bind me and hold me back.

i want to run
with the wind in my hair
the sun on my face,
throwing caution to the air
dont just bind me and hold me back.

let me dream
feel happy within
let me sore above the mountain high
trust me for i will never let you cry.

love is stronger than unspoken shackles
faith and trust makes it formidable.
no one can escape the clutches of love
so take heart and be calm
don't just bind me and hold me back

i need to think
and breathe free
i want to love and still be me.
i want all this and still be yours if only you let me